This week has been pure chaos - emotionally and physically. This summer has been going by way to fast and the fact that it's down pouring outside doesn't help this "end of July" pity party I've been throwing for myself all morning. I guess you could say that I quite fancy this season.
I'm intending on leaving at some point today to go to the U2 + Arcade Fire concert in Moncton. I still have yet to pack for SOULFEST. I pray the Lord give me the strength to have an overwhelming amount of patience. You can pray for that for me too, please and thanks.
I'm not a big driver - at all. I usually get lost driving to Moncton - I'm driving to New Hampshire tomorrow. Scott and Drew both offered their GPS' to me - I plan on taking both... they don't know that yet.
I will say this though: I am GREATLY blessed. Not in the, "I have two GPS' to get me back from New Hampshire" blessed kind-of-way.
I am blessed for the Creator of my soul. I am blessed because I have a Savior that is for me. I am blessed because He is telling me to become aware.
He is teaching me some hard-to-handle ideas to grasp. When I'm ignoring conviction, I'm ignoring God's presence. I am trying to do the impossible.
I don't think my heart is fully aware of what God is doing. I continue to tell, (persuade and/or convince) myself that He has prepared my heart for what is about to come, but I don't think it will be ever be fully prepared. That transition, that process, that plan, needs to happen with God. That is the preparing.
and this is just the beginning.
grace and peace,
ash.
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